September d...time passes too FAST XD

This lovely month start with 1 beautiful lovely kind charming lady who turn 21 this year...a big girl now..wishing her 21st happy birthday and love her lotss...and of course all my dearest buddies =)
Love u all very very muchhhhh~ oh ya...Its also Gary lim birthday this month...celebrating his birthday at studio, steamboat style...- very special and i feel the warmth of a family XD ...its a surprise party for him & our beloved yvonne has prepared so muchh for this...she baked green tea cheese cake...super delicious!!! where to find gf like this...hehe...Gary u better treat her well...lol...After that some of us 'catch kek' straight go to Genting to drink starbucks...reach home about 4am and spent a night at Yvonne place with Yen + Bei...^^

愛是對的 錯的是我們 還沒學會愛 就急著愛人 而愛錯人

總是要流一些滾燙熱淚
才能換來對愛的體會
妳看　世界沒有毀滅　心也沒有碎
其他的就交給時間解決

妳當然可以重新再愛
受過傷的更懂怎樣愛與被愛
所以　別再沉溺有他的回憶
有空再回憶　離開妳的只有他但是愛還在

＊聽我說　愛是對的　錯的是我們
　還沒學會愛　就急著愛人　而愛錯人
　可是　愛就對了　遇到下一個
　愛上就愛了　痛苦或快樂　都是獲得
　oh~oh~

我當然經歷過妳現在的感受
我想那是人必經的折磨　yeh~
也許　每個人都該是某個人　成長的助手
受一點苦痛幫助他成熟
　
別探聽他的線索　別等待他會回頭
愛~不喜歡看人軟弱
別繼續把心封鎖　別躲在傷心裡頭
愛~萬一來了別錯過

愛是對的　錯的是我們
還沒學會愛　就急著愛人　而愛錯人
可是　愛就對了　遇到下一個
愛上就愛了　痛苦或快樂　都是獲得 Oh~

＃聽我說　愛是對的　錯的是別人
　自以為懂愛　才會又愛人　又傷害人
　可是　愛就對了　愛了就值得
　愛這門功課　艱深但快樂　愛就對了 Oh~

愛來了別錯過

猜不透 你最近是好是坏 更沉默
我也不想去追问太多
让试探为彼此的心上了锁

猜不透 相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过 且过
无法感受每次触摸 是真的 是热的

如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过


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到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是才不透

Happening April ~

A late post i perhaps but i should update a little la since i am home alone now...kinda bored without my mum around...miss her so much...recently felt that i really love my mum as much as she loves me...im glad & proud to have such caring & lovely mother...=D

Well, let's start with my March post mission which was the diet plan. I hv successfully lost 2 kg before i went to Macau & HK for holiday. ***Clapss*** ^^,

Beginning of April i was in Macau & Hong Kong with family for holiday. Overall the trip was good but i was a little disappointed as we did not make it to Ocean Park which i wanted to go so much~hmmm...

Macau has nothing much there but the casinos & the structured building were really significant & we managed to captured some nice view of it. Hong Kong, for me it has nothing much too cos i visited most of the places there in 2 years back when little yi jay was not born yet..hehe...

Back from Hong Kong then fly to Bangkok the next day....it was really a marathon holiday...hahaha....i find it quite rush but at least i get to enjoy myself...a memorable holiday trip i would say...hehe...

Unfortunately, bad things happen during bangkok trip...which was i LOST my IPHONE!!!! omg....super duper nightmare for me...i've just started to love the phone and has so much application installed n its just gone like that...not sure its been dropped off from my bag or there is a pickpocket there...whatever is it...i just wanna say...DAMN IT! it shouldn't be that way...!

Sad Sad Sad....Sobs Sobs Sobs T.T.. cry also no tears d...cham...ko lian tai...zz.....but i believe 1 thing which is very true : old 1 dun go, new 1 wont come. So im waiting for my new Iphone =)

Diet ~

Since im away from photography, started to work, + x'mas, + new year, + CNY, i have gain weight!!! I must not be tempted by the delicious food anymore....

Mission on March -2kg :

1) No more snacks

2) No more CNY cookies

3) No rice as usual

4) No oily food

5) No high carbohydrate food

6) No sweet food

7) Eat only half portion for all meals

8) No supper

9) Only can eat high fibre cookies + non fat

10) Badminton at least once a week

11) Swimming at least once a week

Gambateh!!! i Must do it...=)

Monogram mini lin

All time favourite Handle Bag**Loves**

I CRIED !!! After so long....

Good Bye January Babes...I would say i have a great January which full of activities & challenges work...haha...New Year,Mum Birthday, Jolla Birthday, MY Birthday & May ying Birthday ^^

Hello February & i welcomed this pretty month with a crying day..-.-'' Its kinda a relief for me...In fact, it helped me to release the tension & emo within me...not too bad after crying for good...hehe...

I cant believe the tears just wont stop dripping the moment i collapse...finishes who pack of tissue...haha...guess its been too long since i cried last time; cant rmb about what...

All the stress, pressure, emo, disappointment, sad, misery, hatred, anger, unhappiness for a few months inside me has been throwned out together with my tears...Thanks to my sister who aroused this...haha...

She teased me & i was being too sensitive & took it very seriously. Her words simply stabbed deep into my heart when all the things i hv done its for her good & happiness being turned down with harsh responsed. I should have knowed this is her style & isn't really mean it but at the mean of time i did not think much...I dont blame her mayb it was not the right time...

My jie fu bought me a buble tea to comfort me. Thank you so much for always being supportive & care for me... The buble tea really works!! Drinking it when im sad somehow makes me happy again...& i discover a few things that makes me happy when im down : FRUITS!! Cherry, Strawberry, & all the berry berry thingy...heheheheh...

FEB 1st is just not my day~ bad things nv stop happening on me...Car brake sounds, Jam Jam Jam everywhere i go & being blame when itsn't my fault at all... BUT 1 good thing i done throughout the whole day was i brought my beloved Mummy to go shopping & get her CNY clothes...At least I hv spare my time for her...^^BUT its quite suffering to drive & shop with swollen eyes like gold fish...zzz...

Busy Working Life~~

Folks ! Its already end of January now~ Blinking the eyes & CNY just around the corner. & i just aware that i have been working for about half year since my diploma graduation in INTI COLLEGE.

Having 2 crazy weeks in the entire 6 months since started to work. Especially TODAY, handling promoter is not easy, 40++ outlets in a day its really a headache. On 4 different phones today from 1pm til 7pm ----- almost dead =x . Fortunately im not alone...haha...Kelvin will be in a deep shit when comes to this...the whole world wil look for him & he has to do most of the things...But at least i did helped up alot...hehe...

CNY is approaching but i didnt really have time to shop for it. SAD! SAD! SAD! n all events happen on this month, best fren's birthday, primary schoolmate gathering, n my project on this month too...which can i accomplish...Can i pick all?? If only i can split myself....xD

Please forgive if i dint have time for any of you...Sincerely wish to join u guys in events or dates ... =) will try my best to show up...hehe...

My mind is so restless...sigh...although should be resting by now... pls bring me to somewhere that i can relax n rest my mind...zzzz

Sick Sick Sick T.T

Why does the illvil (illness evil) love me so much ??? WHY WHY WHY? Always look for me approximately once in a 2 months...WTH...

Damn moody lo...really hate this feeling...alot things wanna do but cos of the illness ; sore throat, blocked nose & fever pull me back...zzz

Always feel that weekend is too short for me...i want a more exciting life...haha^^

And 1 thing i realise im kind of use to single & i wont be in relationship in a while...might be a long time...just feel i need much x 100000 freedom than ever...

Well...being in a relationship = CCCC (complicated, commitment, confuse, conflict)...haha...mayb i should take a break being my own before i can start to take this challenge...Love is a SUPERB tiring game to the heart & soul...Love dont happen on me but it is made to happen with a sincere heart...haha...

Dunno what im talking about but i feel i still need loves & cares from everyone to make my day & survive in this lonely world...So guys, do sayang sayang me more more yea...~ to let me feel blissed & blessed at least...hehehe...sorry if u think im selfish but im just not ready for anything that drives me mad & gets heart attack...hahahahhahah...love u all...muackssss

Gotta bed soon, being dizzy...zzz Nite nite =)

魔蝎座の女生

I just came across the facebook quiz...n this is what i saw..its quite true..hehe... 魔蝎座の女生

摩羯座的女子在外表上看来，多半是平静而且传统的，但偶尔你也会看到几位穿着大胆新潮，行为表现前卫的摩羯女性。事实上，她们虽然身处在各种不同的环境，从事着各种不同的行业；摩羯座女子力争上游的意念是不会改变的。那是她们个性上最大的特点。 　　在土星守护下的摩羯座女子，个性上多少会有一些抑郁的倾向。她们绝少有轻易吐露心事的习惯。所以，如果你爱上她，你可得用心体贴她的感受。大体上说来，她是不怎么乐观的。你很难让一个摩羯座的女人相信“神话”和“奇迹”。她不是不相信会有美好的未来。但是她肯定所有的未来必定要靠自己的努力去奋斗。她的潜意识中对自己有点缺乏信心，对环境没有安全感。因此，摩羯座的女人很少全然信赖别人（尤其是男人），她没有依赖心，而且非常实际。因此有许多人说，摩羯座女人的“现实”居十二个星座之冠。 　　很少会有摩羯座女人有兴趣陪你玩爱情游戏。那种不食人间烟火，只羡鸳鸯不羡仙的爱情故事是感动不了她们的。摩羯座女子的爱情多数总要在一切有了保障的况下产生。我并不是说她一定要你家财万贯，位尊权高，但是你起码得要有显而易见的光明前途。只要她认定你们是有前途的，你放心，摩羯座女子有得是陪你一起奋斗的恒心与耐力。所以，如果你想追求一个摩羯座女子，请千万不要做个游手好闲的懒惰虫，否则你是绝无希望的。 　　摩羯座女子的固执一如她的实际一样有名。想要改变她的观念，恐怕比豋天还难。一旦她对你有了恶劣的印象，可望翻供的机会是微乎其微。而对于她喜欢的朋友，她就会在可以接受的范围之内，尽量包容他们的缺点。 　　多数的摩羯女子有着传统的家庭观念，对于自己的家人，有着相当程度的忠诚。因此，能与他的家人相处和谐的男性，获得芳心的机会会大许多。千万不要随便批评她的家人，她极有可能因此跟你翻脸。 　　你最好不要轻易的跟一个摩羯座的女子开玩笑，尤其是略带一点人身攻击的玩笑。她很可能当场就板下面孔，让你下不了台。就如我先前说到的，摩羯座女子在冷静的外表之下，内心受着多重的情绪（忧郁、悲观、压抑）折磨。这样的女子，你当然无法要求她拥有十足的幽默感。她经常把每件事都看得太认真了。于是，多数的摩羯座女性给人一种严肃而重视纪律的印象。 　　在我们电视台中，有一位导播就是摩羯座的女性。她可是大家十分敬畏的铁娘子。只要大家知道那一天是她当班，包管很少有人敢迟到。如果发的是下午一点的通告，绝大多数的人会选择十二点就到电视台吃中饭比较稳当些。因为她肯定一点整就会准时点名，迟到的人就等着挨训吧！虽然大家想到她会有点头痛，但不能否认的，只要有她在，工作效率一定会提高。 　　或许在你看了这许多描述之后，你会把所有摩羯座的女性都想成不苟言笑，毫无情趣的老古板。这一点就不太正确了！她们虽然多半都不是你敢轻易造次的女性，但也绝不是缺乏女性魅力的男人婆。尤其是当一个摩羯女子遇到了那个给她信心、给她安全感的男性之后，她立刻就会变成一头温柔又热情的小母羊。但是在她还没有找到理想人选之前，多数摩羯座女子，会努又做一个成功的职业女郎，为自己的事业前途奋斗。她们脚踏实地的累积自己的财富、社会地位以及生存实力。绝不浪费时间幻想白马王子的出现。我在许多行业中都看过十分成功的摩羯女子。她们对于工作压力的承受能力很少有人能比。而且当她们立下目标的时候，便有不达目的誓不干休的决心和勇气。她们的态度一点都不夸耀，但往往有一种你难以解释的威严。 　　能够娶一个摩羯座女子回家，对男人来说实在是一件很有保障的事。第一，你会有一个很整洁、很有“秩序”的家。无论她是个家庭主妇或是职业妇女，她都会把家庭做最妥善的安排。第二，一旦她选择了你，她会勤劳不懈、吃苦耐劳的陪着你为理想前途而奋斗。她不会随便耍脾气。摩羯座女人不会是一个丈夫加班，而她在家里闹情绪的女人。不过你也不要以为尊重传统的她，只要嫁给了你，就会认命的忍受你婚后所有的错。她认清了你们不会再有光明的未来之后她肯定会毫不留恋的离你而去。 　　摩羯座的女人几乎都有很有金钱观念，非常懂得预算。她们的确是喜爱一切有“价值”的事物。即使手上的钱有限，她们也不会去买一大堆廉价品回来。她们会精挑细选的买一件合用、又有价值的品牌商品。她或许会经常督促你要积极努力，但想想看，这对你绝对只有好处没有坏处。 　　我有几个摩羯座的女友，经常会让我觉得很自卑。看到她们如何为家里打算，如何去上会、存钱。如何兼差补贴家用。我真是惭愧的很。想想，什么样好命的男人才能娶到如此的贤内助呢？记着！好好的努力奋斗，同时肯定她的价值，常常给她鼓励，给她信心。下一个好运的人，就是你啰！ 哈哈~蛮有趣的……好像是这样的哦...嘻嘻

My 21st Birthday Party ^.^

1st of fore, i sincerely would like to thank all relatives, cousins, friends, buddies who came to my 21st birthday party. I was really happy & touched.

This would be my only consider 'grand' celebration in this 21 years. I do appreciate it.

Words just cant express how i felt towards this warmth party u all have given to me but i just wanna say, im really happy & thank you for making this a memorable party for me.

Then, i hope my family know that i really love them...as much as the universe...they are always the best in my life & making my life meaningful.

Thank God/Buddha for giving me such a good family. Mummy is always the caring 1 in the family, she cares for me since i was born til i am 21 this year like no other ppl will be like her. I just cant tell here how much she loves me & cares for me but for those who know me well, they knew it.

I love u too Mummy, forever my best mummy...muacks *.*

N Dad is always the helpful 1 in the family, he did lots of things for us to gv us a good life. Although he nag alot but is ok...we already use to it...haha...i know u love & cares for all of us, just dunno how to express urself, well...we always know & we love u too...muacks ^^

I also have 2 best sisters which loves me a lot ( i know well) ...i loves them too...they are like my stepping stone in life to bring me a better & happy lives. Thank you so much...hugsss =)

Nv forget my jie fu who helps me really much in my life & teach me the right thing & grow...I promise i will not let you down no matter what...hehe..

Lastly, Buddies & friends...i love u all too...will keep u guys deep in my heart...huggggssss